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玉系玉语，人谓何欲解不了的枷锁，停不了的吻，醒不了的梦，不会消失的幸福。 沾湿了的翅膀，缠绕着的手指，融化了的身体，重叠着的心灵。
笼中之鸟，不能飞翔的鸟，不会哭泣的鸟，孤独的鸟。
一切，恍如僵梦。
残酷，无声无息，不留痕迹。
那种刺痛，隐隐地，从指尖一直痛到心底。
却怎么也找不到，那刺，刺在哪里。
有人在哭泣，逃，赤着足，路面高高低低，满地破碎玻璃。 在哭的人，是我，不是我？
四面都是墙壁，盲了一样，探手去摸，又冰，又冷。
我却仿若不会痛般，如同木然的玩偶，只会流泪，不懂伤悲。
那些，已恍如隔世般遥远。 人事迁徙辗转。
万劫不复是你对我的背叛，情何以堪是我对你的心意。 《咫尺菩提，问案天涯》风倦，亦非然？
若飞游则说，若循逆则殆。
倘梦似凡，痴狂华佗塞。
繁嚣匆影，云疆神午开。
三生两花，书隐停铭怀。
若果无未，此间却意何？
愿作纸鸢牵天，弃井饮缚涟。
四月十六日晚，漆漆压压，心绪难平，仅此铭心。
四月十五日，天灰。混乱的一天，混乱的思绪，直到现在也无法平复。
那种‘铁锈’的味道，会不会因为胃酸过多而减少一些呢？早上，突然想起季礼的这个问题。
于是，又做了那样的事情。
每一次，无法冷静的时候，总是试图让恐惧浇灌于身、于心。
可是今天，似乎有些意外。不会感到害怕，不会颤抖，不会感到窒息的压迫。只是很平静，平稳，甚至是冷漠。
和天籁、天默还有小涵明天桐雨小晴都一一通了电话。
果然还是被大家‘狠狠地’责备了。我知道不应该再破例了，毕竟，已经承诺过了的，而且，不想要大家担心。
可是，还是会控制不住。要怎么办呢？你们都不在这边啊。
其实，铁锈的味道还是很重，即便是胃里烧得火辣辣的，也没什么作用。
依然还是会觉得很并不舒服，那种味道，咽下去就会有想要吐出来的感觉。
到底是谁说‘盐酸除铁锈’的呢。
如果是季礼的话，一定会同意我的看法吧。
虽说‘羊毛出在羊身上’，可那种味道，的确是很不好呢。
而且，到最后，总是会留下一条粉红的疤。
四月十五日，天灰。 最近、独ク言が多くなつた。諸君 私はＢＬが好きだ
諸君 私はＢＬが大好きだ 鬼畜眼鏡が好きだ 年下攻めが好きだ やんちゃ攻めが好きだ 学園ものが好きだ リーマンが好きだ パラレルが好きだ ガチムチが好きだ 女装ネタが好きだ 公園で 学内で
社内で 街中で 後宮で 砂漠で 暗闇で 白昼で この地上で行われるありとあらゆるボーイズラブが大好きだ
商品を抱えたお客様をレジで早撃ちし会計と同時に袋詰めするのが好きだ
平台に展開された新刊がみるみる減っていくとなど心がおどる パソコンを操りお客様からの問い合わせ商材に素早く対応するのが好きだ
入荷したばかりの新刊のレジに持ってこられた時など胸がすくような気持ちだった 諸君 私はＢＬを地獄のようなＢＬを望んでいる
諸君 私に付き従う大隊戦友諸君 君達は一体何を望んでいる？ 更なるＢＬを望むか？
情け容赦ない連続発売で財布に打撃を与えるＰＣゲームや商業誌を望むか？ 鉄風雷火の限りを尽くし三千世界の妄想を詰め込む嵐のような同人誌を望むか？ 『ＢＬ！ＢＬ！ＢＬ！』 よろしい ならば３、４階だ I couldn't fall asleepmidnight...
I've been suffering from insomnia...
maybe...I was so tired that I couldn't fall asleep...
But , no one say yes to me...
I feel very nervous before exams...But , no one can understand me...
Why no one can understand me?
I don’t know. I was so nervous...
I know I've let everyone down...
Who can save me?
I just want to be myself...
I wonder how much we can actually portray of our complete "self"?
How is the "self" defined? Sometimes I think that I am a different person on the outside than I am on the inside.. I wish I could successfully portray every thought I have of everyone to everyone; especially the positives, the ones I like, the ones I admire. I know when I like someone, I know when I don't. I feel disappointed in myself when I can't express my true feelings and admiration towards a person I?really do like..
Why does this occur? Is expressing your genuine appeal to someone really that weired or uninvited? I sometimes feel that is the case.. Maybe we can't completely be ourselves to everyone.. At last , I want to say...
I love Chinese...Never so deep...
中加中加!AZA!Go!Go!Go!加油!决定报考‘中加班’也才不过四天时间，但，总觉得自己离中文好像好遥远的样子...orz...
其实，考试并不是那么重要的，当然，这也是一部分...
心里还是很忐忑不安的...
英语...日语...外文充满了我的生活...
I know if I don’t study hard today, I’ll try hard to look for a new chance tomorrow.
I know that everything will be fun , but not right now.For the CC , I can do my best.
Believe myself , I can do that.
Way to go!!!
Friendship The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with，never say a word，and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
Friendship is a kind of human relations. It is a human instinct to make friends.When in trouble， we need friends to offer us help， support and encouragement. With success achieved， we also need friends to share our joys.
Friendship is also one of the greatest pleasures that we can enjoy. It implies loyalty， cordiality， sympathy， affection，and readiness to help. No man can make the most of his life without carefully and conscientiously striving to win the right kind of friends as he goes along.
Knowing how valuable friendship is， we should be very careful in making friends. Real friends are those who have good character， superior ability and kindness of heart. Real friends can share all our sorrows and double all our joys.While making friends， we should take care to 0select those who have such fine qualities. Then we should treat our friends with courtesy， be careful not to interfere unreasonably with them，and not to ridicule their proceedings. We should forgive their failures and do our best to help them. In short， when we have established friendship， we ought to cherish and treasure it by means of words and deeds. Only thus， can we develop real friendship and keep the sacred lamp of friendship burning all our life.
All my best memories come back clearly to me, some can even make me cry......
Friendship.
I decided to memorize this article... PS2模拟器……怨念啊~今わ同好的前辈给私传来了《金色のコルダ2》~大好！！
感叹~有前辈就是幸福啊~~~
虽然在彩姐家里玩过了，不过，上次没有追到柚木SAMA一直是一大遗憾的说。
So，决定把目标对准某只腹黑教主！
然后…………
再一次被我们腹黑的柚木大教主给萌到了~~~
整篇打下来，唯一的遗憾就素在PC上用模拟器实在是打得很累就是了~~~
期待PC版能快点出现！！（应该……有可能的吧？？）
打完之后，忽然发觉想起了環殿様~~（宫野SAMA的声音~moe~~）
然后忍不住又去把樱兰打了一遍~~~~~
结果……私这一整天除了吃饭，其它时间都在和游戏的对战中度过了orz……
这算不算是在浪费时间，虚度光阴~~~~？？？
囧……总之，还是很充实的一天~~~ April fool's Day is a "for-fun-only" observance Today is April Fool’s Day.(Yeah, everyone know it, so everyone will not be fooled or fool others, what a pity!)
This day is for tricks, jokes and other harmless fun.
Here are some typical pranks you can do.Is your victim laughing? If not, you'd better start running! —Putting salt in the sugar bowl.
—Setting the clock back an hour.
—Trying a string to a wallet and leaving the wallet in the middle of the sidewalk. When someone stops to pick it up, the pranker yanks it out of reach.
—When you are at someone's house and they are having a party or people over, go to their main bathroom and put about a dozen goldfish in their toilet. (This prank is hilarious because people won't know what to do. )They either go to the bathroom and flush the fish or they let them stay in there until someone scoops them out and they will end up with a dozen goldfish!
—You'll need a little bit of lightly sticky glue for this one.I suggest simply using a glue stick and smearing it.Put the glue on someone's seat , then , imagine the trouble they'll have getting up!
Do you get some harvest from it?
So, on April 1st are you going to be the tricked or the trickster? |
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