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    那些充满泪水...悲伤的日子...

    Lacrimosa dies illa 
    qua resurget ex favilla 
    judicandus homo reus.

    Huic ergo parce, Deus,
    pie Jesu, Domine!
    judicandus homo reus.
    Dona eis, requiem!
    Amen!
    pie Jesu, Domine!
     
    Rosa spp...繁目的荆棘...
    Dies irae来临前...
    弹奏着...
    那首悲伤的Aria...
     
    Dies irae, dies illa,
    solvet saeclum in favilla,
    teste David cum Sybilla.

    Quantus tremor est futurus,
    quando judex est venturus,
    cuncta stricte discussurus.

    Earthquake...GOD bless China...

    I felt terribly shocked and sad after watching the news about the super-quake that wrecked havoc in Sichuan!
    Really sad and unfortunate incident. I hope the best for the injured and May the souls of those died rest in peace...
    May God bless everyone in the Sichuan and life returns to normalcy soon.I wish and hope that the Chinese government would speed up the rescue efforts to save those citizens still trapped under the rubble and destroyed buildings.
    We're chinese,adamant,indomitable,and we are together.
    We pray,we wish...
    2008,let's put our hearts together.
    The lives are so valuable to all of us, hand in hand we are sure to conquer the natural disaster!
    Once again, I pray for the victims of this terrible natural disaster and I wish all people there will rise more firmly from their sadness as soon as possible.
    GOD bless China...

    同手同脚

    我从不觉得分别有多么可怕。
    有聚有散,这就是人生啊。我这样想着。
    并没有什么特别的失落感觉,可能,还没有到分别的时刻吧。
    2008,对于我来说是个‘四分五裂’的年度。
    我要独自一人踏上旅途,为了梦想扬帆。
    或许在今后的路上,我会遇到更多的旅者,并和他们结伴而行。
    但我不会忘却,这四年的一切。
    我们的故事,并没有惊天动地,我们,只是一群因为共同的爱好而聚在一起的孩子。
    四年的时间,我们一起走过,从最初懵懂无知的少年逐渐蜕变。
    第一次接触写作,第一次签约,第一次的稿费,第一次画出属于自己的漫画,第一次独挑大梁做编辑,第一次配音广播剧,第一次出版同人志,第一次cosplay,第一次参加比赛……第一次,我有了八十六人的大家庭。
     
    If I leave , I will never forget our oath——
    我们一定要幸福,不择手段的幸福;目无一切的幸福;高高在上的幸福。
    我们一定要幸福,快乐的幸福着;甜蜜的幸福着;哀伤的幸福着。
    我们一定要幸福,为了朋友而幸福;为了别人而幸福;为了自己而幸福。
    我们一定要幸福,幸福得芳华耗尽;幸福得歇斯底里;幸福得遭人妒嫉。
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    未来的每一步一脚印
    踏着彼此梦想前进
    路上偶尔风吹雨淋
    也要握紧你的手心
    未来的每一步一脚印
    相知相惜相依为命
    别忘记之间的约定
    我会永远在你身边陪着你
    在我未来生命之旅
    要和你同手同脚同走下去

    Tanbi...Never give up!

     
    很难想象没有耽美的日子...

    如果有一天我不再写作...不再画漫画...不再和其他人一起探讨耽美的种种...


    那会是怎样的世界呢?

    司汤达曾经说过,"A novel is a mirror walking along a main road .”

    我不知道我的作品是否也是如此,但是,当有人很高兴地告诉我,我的作品令他们感动时,那种满足和喜悦叫人难忘。

    只是很单纯的想要写文、画画,将自己的心情以这样那样的故事表现在文字图画上,传达给大家。

    很多大人都在讲,小时候喜欢的事物会随着年龄的增长而渐忘那种喜欢的心情。可是,这种说法是真的很可笑的。会被遗忘的喜欢?那样的怎么会是真正的喜欢呢?说着这样的话语的人,并不想批判什么,只是,仅仅只是嘲笑他们的轻浅浮伪。

    在我看来,我们这样的人,不是要比他们真实得多吗?至少,我们敢于追求,至少,我们不会忘却这份喜欢的心情。

    我们,都是在认真的,喜欢着。努力的,不被那些可笑的大人们所同化。
     

    For the Jyhad of my soul

    White is pure, perfect...Who said this?
    White light absorption of the seven colors... Maybe white is the only black...the most chaotic...and mess...
     
    We face each other with masks...
    Non-stop cheating... Cheated...
    We always hurt each other...
    Non-stop hurting...
    Hurted...

    四月十五日,天灰。

    混乱的一天,混乱的思绪,直到现在也无法平复。
    那种‘铁锈’的味道,会不会因为胃酸过多而减少一些呢?早上,突然想起季礼的这个问题。
    于是,又做了那样的事情。
    每一次,无法冷静的时候,总是试图让恐惧浇灌于身、于心。
    可是今天,似乎有些意外。不会感到害怕,不会颤抖,不会感到窒息的压迫。只是很平静,平稳,甚至是冷漠。
    和天籁、天默还有小涵明天桐雨小晴都一一通了电话。
    果然还是被大家‘狠狠地’责备了。我知道不应该再破例了,毕竟,已经承诺过了的,而且,不想要大家担心。
    可是,还是会控制不住。要怎么办呢?你们都不在这边啊。
    其实,铁锈的味道还是很重,即便是胃里烧得火辣辣的,也没什么作用。
    依然还是会觉得很并不舒服,那种味道,咽下去就会有想要吐出来的感觉。
    到底是谁说‘盐酸除铁锈’的呢。
    如果是季礼的话,一定会同意我的看法吧。
    虽说‘羊毛出在羊身上’,可那种味道,的确是很不好呢。
     
    而且,到最后,总是会留下一条粉红的疤。
    四月十五日,天灰。

    I couldn't fall asleep

    midnight...
    I've been suffering from insomnia...
    maybe...I was so tired that I couldn't fall asleep...
    But , no one say yes to me...
    I feel very nervous before exams...But , no one can understand me...
    Why no one can understand me?
    I dont know. I was so nervous...
    I know I've let everyone down...
    Who can save me?
    I just want to be myself...
    I wonder how much we can actually portray of our complete "self"?
    How is the "self" defined?
    Sometimes I think that I am a different person on the outside than I am on the inside..
    I wish I could successfully portray every thought I have of everyone to everyone; especially the positives, the ones I like, the ones I admire. I know when I like someone, I know when I don't. I feel disappointed in myself when I can't express my true feelings and admiration towards a person I?really do like..
    Why does this occur?
    Is expressing your genuine appeal to someone really that weired or uninvited?
    I sometimes feel that is the case.. Maybe we can't completely be ourselves to everyone..
    At last , I want to say...
    I love Chinese...Never so deep...
     
     

    Friendship

           The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with,never say a word,and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
     
           Friendship is a kind of human relations. It is a human instinct to make friends.When in trouble, we need friends to offer us help, support and encouragement. With success achieved, we also need friends to share our joys.
      Friendship is also one of the greatest pleasures that we can enjoy. It implies loyalty, cordiality, sympathy, affection,and readiness to help. No man can make the most of his life without carefully and conscientiously striving to win the right kind of friends as he goes along.
      Knowing how valuable friendship is, we should be very careful in making friends. Real friends are those who have good character, superior ability and kindness of heart. Real friends can share all our sorrows and double all our joys.While making friends, we should take care to 0select those who have such fine qualities. Then we should treat our friends with courtesy, be careful not to interfere unreasonably with them,and not to ridicule their proceedings. We should forgive their failures and do our best to help them. In short, when we have established friendship, we ought to cherish and treasure it by means of words and deeds. Only thus, can we develop real friendship and keep the sacred lamp of friendship burning all our life.
     
           All my best memories come back clearly to me, some can even make me cry......
      
           Friendship.
           I decided to memorize this article...

    April fool's Day is a "for-fun-only" observance

        Today is April Fool’s Day.(Yeah, everyone know it, so everyone will not be fooled or fool others, what a pity!)
          This day is for tricks, jokes and other harmless fun.
        Here are some typical pranks you can do.Is your victim laughing? If not, you'd better start running!
        —Putting salt in the sugar bowl.
        —Setting the clock back an hour.
        —Trying a string to a wallet and leaving the wallet in the middle of the sidewalk. When someone stops to pick it up, the pranker yanks it out of reach.
        —When you are at someone's house and they are having a party or people over, go to their main bathroom and put about a dozen goldfish in their toilet. (This prank is hilarious because people won't know what to do. )They either go to the bathroom and flush the fish or they let them stay in there until someone scoops them out and they will end up with a dozen goldfish!
        —You'll need a little bit of lightly sticky glue for this one.I suggest simply using a glue stick and smearing it.Put the glue on someone's seat , then , imagine the trouble they'll have getting up!
     
        Do you get some harvest from it?
        So, on April 1st are you going to be the tricked or the trickster?
     

    Unknowingly,rot……

        Although I do not believe that being a slasher can produce any adverse effect,in fact,many reports on us slashers are inaccurate and biased.
    But,most slashers have a very acute gaydar,they are also have a BH heart.
     
        For examples,my friend Himemiya often said to me, "There's nothing abnormal about girls who enjoy watching two men getting it on."And another friend Aya told me,“The restrictions on BL novels and mangas(漫画comic) had been abolished a long time ago. ”
    It is said,some people believe that the continuously heating slash fever is activated by the financial independence of women.
        As a final example ,I have accumulated a tremendous amount of BL doujinshi(どうじんし
    ) over the years. I adheres to BL like a remora adheres to a shark.
        Even if it is possible, BL addiction is extremely hard to quit. No matter what other people say, I still advocate BL.
     
        I think this should be a sentence that,“Once you sink into the abyss of slash fiction, there's no turning back.”